Revel in your confusion.
Your lies have now become you.
I’m counting moments of hope
In the promise of a new dawn.

But the tree of hope
Loses its precious flowers.
I watch their withered remains
Descend to the ground.
Ash to ash!
Dust to dust!

This dark is where I secretly
Hail the sun that never shines.
You sleep while the stars
Count their blessings,
And dance to the rhythm
Of falling tears.

Is this the miracle I was promised?
Is this the crucifixion
That makes me whole?
I transcend into nothing!